All the things you have said all the things you have done, can you carry it with no regrets?

Hey all! I haven't been writing much due to that my weeks are like really busy and to be honest I have forgotten my blog... So yeah I'm here now tho! haha. I have been at just one weekend at home and next month just one weekend so I doubt that I will write again soon..
 I travel a lot by train and I see all kind of people some are carrying their guitars, some have dreads, some have their army suits on, some look really tired, some talk loudly on the phone and some smiles to everyone. Its amazing to see unique people and wonder where they came from. How their life has been so far, Where are they going, Who they might be. Sometimes I wonder if somebody looks at me like that wondering Who am I.
  With in a week I will found myself middle of 24 total stranger living for a week. The campers may have some prejudice towards me and I hope im nothing like things they think about me now. I have to be all grown up then. Think wisely, be a person they will trust their secrets and say things that will make them think of the world more toleranced not so narrow-minded. I hope I will do that. I'm excited to meet them, they are all unique and they have really different stories behind their heads and I hope they will share them with me.
    I have thought a lot about my future now, cause I have seen how bitches even my friends can be so I have thought a lot resently. I just want to move out of here. I don't wanna live in kotka anymore. I love going to my dads and just be careless and dont have to worry about the arguments and people here.. I love my friends here and I know I will miss them when I move out of here but thats just how life goes if they are really my friends they will be my friends even tho we won't see eachother so often. I just want to go and never come back. I just wanna be 18, so I can go traveling and move out and oi I get happy even of the thought of it